He Says, She Says

Wai… now, what is this blog for? Own blog also deleted already… everything about Him also deleted here already… apa lagi?

Why did He delete all His entries???

Deleting all the entries won’t change anything.

She’s feeling kinda disappointed. About blogging. *sigh* Dun ask…

She might just delete Her blog. Or, change the link. She’s disappointed… That’s why.

On another note, She’s still seeing him for some ‘good time’. Yeah, that him… Nah, it’s not because of him that She’s disappointed. She’s just ‘disappointed’ in some blog ‘frens’… Oh well, at least He will always be there for Her, right?? Or not?

$$$ is not the entire reason She wants to go into LB or MLM… After 10 years in the ’salt mine’, She really REALLY need a change… But the one thing that stands in the way of Her making any changes in Her life is… Fear.

The Fear of Change is very strong inside Her… She’s been saying and saying that She needs a change like more than 5 years ago and up till now, Nothing Has Changed… She is very very afraid to step out of the comfort zone… very afraid…

Because no one will be there to hold Her hand should She tumble and fall… NO ONE…

*sigh*

Sien…

She’s not been here for more than a week because She thought it’s gonna be like an abandoned ship…but something brought Her here tonight and walla! She saw His post…

She’s wondering if He’s heard of Lampe Berger… She just came back from the Business Opportunity Night… Her first time there ALTHOUGH She’s already at Count level

She went with an open mind because of what She read here which really, really fuelled Her curiousity!

After 2 hours there, She thinks that the business could probably work…hmmm… What He thinks?

She’s been wondering… is this the end of this Him & Her say? She feels that it’s been too long…and well, maybe the wind of change has already ’settled’ and that it’s time to move on? No more thrills, no more curiosity? Is this the way things evolve? Yeah, probably it is, well, maybe not all things but when it comes to matters of the heart or feelings cultured over the cyberspace, this IS one of the result…

She would wanna try to keep Their lil’ Space alive, but She can’t do it on Her own… She can’t… Why? Because it takes two to tango… No apologies needed… No regrets…

Head note: A baby by the name of Calleigh Alexandria P. was born yesterday, 8 March 2006 @ 1559 hrs. Sucha beautiful & sophisticated name…

This is Her current obsession…

So laam… after She watched the movie @ work, She loves it so much that today, She bought the OST. Two of Her favourite are Ru Guo Ai (Perhaps Love) and Wai Mian De Shi Jie (The World Outside).

This movie touched Her heart, touched Her soul…

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But now, She PMS-ing!

So He’s sorry…

She : ……..

She was in Ipoh for a wedding dinner and had a good short break from the city

But She was shocked to read what happened to Him last Thursday … and didn’t even reply to Her text message that day!

Men …

So fast time flies…

She’s been feelin’ kinda sien at work … very unproductive … *sigh* probably time for a break (to BKK sometime in mid-April) … or probably because Evie gonna have his wedding reception in a coupla weeks’ time?

*shrug*

Luckily for now, She’s got Itik and SiYoda to keep Her entertained … but for how long?

Yup … Que sera sera …