Emotional
When She read what He wrote today, She didn’t know why but She felt so emotional that tears just trickled uncontrollably. At that point, She just wished that He’s there beside Her so that She could cry Her heart out. It’s like suddenly, She’s flooded with lotsa pain…
He could really read Her words, understood what She felt. She’s amazed He could do that. He IS someone very special. Is He ‘connected’ to Her? Only God knows.
She understands that He’s busy with His work, His life. She doesn’t blame Him for ‘neglecting’ Her because She understands the situation 
She thinks He’s beginning to write like Her LOL.
Today, Her thoughts were filled with thoughts of Chris, Evie and Him. Collin to Her is just a good friend. She has gotten over him. But probably what He said about Her past relationship with Collin is affecting Her current relationship(s) could be true. She didn’t think of it this way before.
Chris still did not call Her today. This morning She saw him online and dropped him a note. He said he’s busy with his partner. He got tease Her abit but that was it.
She’s gonna give up on Chris…if not, She knows She’s gonna get hurt, again.
So what She did was that She changed Her Skype status to Online and 3 men chatted Her up. She had to do something to free Her mind from Chris. And He didn’t come online till late at night.
First man, Mike, married with 2 kids chatted Her up. At least he was honest about his status. Surprisingly, he’s also from Pg and also studied in the same school as Her when She was in Her sixth form! Just like Chris. Small world indeed…Anyway, he’s a funny and smart guy. But abit uncle already loh… LOL…
But as a fren, it’s alright She suppose
Then, another man from Ipoh, also married with 3 kids, chatted with Her. He’s abit boring because his England not so good. But he’s a good man, She thinks. He just wanted to improve his England…
Last one, a chap from Klang. Edward is the name. He’s okay, quite funny but he doesn’t know what’s subtitling! Hmmm…
So, that’s Her night.
Uh huh…so many men in Her life, but there’s none to love Her to bits, which is what She’s looking for.
She wants to tell Him that She’s happy and thankful to have Him in Her life. Really, She is…He doesn’t need to do anything for Her, He just needs to be there and She’ll feel comforted. She hopes He is here to stay and not ‘leave’ Her, again.
