He Says, She Says

Hot hot hot!!!

She was at granny’s place this afternoon… as usual, lou sang, makan makan… get sweaty all over…sheesh…but of course got angpau larrr… but that so-called ‘consolation’ She could do without…

Granny asked Her today if She got phak thor… She was like WTF??? Granny never asked her this before wey… Then granny said, “Girls, why wanna be alone…girls must get married one…” Geez…wtf…

Anyway, first time granny asked Her these kinda question. Hope it’ll be the last!

Oh oh and Her youngest aunt told Her Mummy to pray with tangerines on the 10th day of the lunar new year… for what, u know?? To pray for Her to get hitched!

OMFG…OMFG…WTF is this weyyy???

So… G O N G X I F A C A I ! ! !

So hot here… if only She didn’t have to wear any baju at home…

She didn’t go anywhere… just hang out at home… eat, sleep, watch TV, went to the temple…went to Carrefour…

Sien sien sien…summore tomorrow She’s going to Ah Kong and Ah Phor’s place…aiyoooo…hotter still!!

She hope He’s enjoying the hols

One more day before wrapping up for the CNY… not enuff time!!! To work, to shop, to relax…

Tomorrow will fly by… She’s got most of the stuffs already…She thinks! What about Him, eh? Looking forward to the New Doggie Year??

She’s heading north early Saturday morning and coming back on Thursday

Xin Nian Guai Le

:D

She coloured Her hair today.

Something along the colour of red copper.

Reddd wey…

But She quite like it

This evening, She was yakking away with 2 of Her staff and they started telling Her about the things they bought at WOFS. Then they showed Her a copy of “Your Fortune & Luck for the year of the FIRE DOG 2006″.

And this is what it says about Her year:

The coming year promises good luck for the XXX with improvements in income luck. There is good wealth luck and also excellent income luck, however, due to the 3 Killings residing in your house this year, you may encounter some minor mishaps. Display the 3 Coin Swords in the North or alternatively, wear a Gold Chi Lin Amulet to keep unforeseen bad luck from happening. So, although there may chances to make plenty of money, it may be difficult to hold on to the additional money that comes your way. Thus, wear the 9-Eye Dzi to protect your wealth. Transform your good luck this year by doing good deeds and contributing your time and effort to charitable causes. The first half of the year will prove to be better then the second half of the year. Your best months are February, March, April and June. This is a good year to build a Wealth Vase for good luck over the next 20 years. Place a Nanbu Lock Coin under your pillow to protect your cash flow and keep wealth in the family. Display a Wealth God in your house for speculative luck.

Somehow (donno how) after that, She just had this urge to go check it out at IOI Mall’s WOFS. So She went la.

So, She got suckered.

She was going to book Her Shanghai/Jiangnan tour package tomorrow, so She thought, okay, can ‘celebrate’ by getting something for Herself.

And She bought the 9-Eye Dzi kononnya to protect Her wealth and a Nanbu Lock Coin to be placed under Her pillow, kononnya can protect Her cash flow… Where got ‘protect’ Her cash??? Already spent more close to RM200, that one call protect?!

Okaylah, give Lilian Too the benefit of the doubt although She still doubts it…

Okay okay, cannot doubt, cannot doubt!!!

Must be yakin! Yakin boleh!

She’s thinking maybe wanna get this 2 Eyes Dzi Bead with 2 pcs Rose Quartz Heart Necklace. Heh heh…purpose? For seeking lurve. LOL! Crazy it sounds but no harm trying… Except the only ‘harm’ is to Her wallet LOL.

Actually She kinda like the Rose Quartz…maybe later… oh oh, and She now sudah jadi WOFS punya VIP member LOL. Got 10% discount for future purchase(s).

Oh, and She’s not going for the tour anymore. LOL. Wahhh, so fast the bracelet and the Nanbu Lock Coin work!! Can jimat a few grands there!

Why? Cos that week is pathetic ‘period’ week. He got suggest to Her to go get some medicine to ‘postpone’ the arrival of Big Auntie. Before that, She spoke to one of her gf and she advised Her to save the $$$ now and then go somewhere further later cos’ She told her She’s going to Bangkok sometime March/April and She also bercita-cita go to Italy or London…

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It’s been more than a month since She & Evie kept in touch. This Monday, She couldn’t tahan anymore. She sent a note to him asking him why didn’t he write Her.

He answered.

He thought She didn’t wanna write him no more and that he thought he was the last one who sent the last e-mail.

Anyway, in short, he still wants Her…

How does She feel about this?

She’s “happy” but of course the consequences….. She knows.

So since that day, She’s been getting texts from him, everyday. Texts of some lusty thoughts and all…

Oh, and sometime last weekend, She saw Chris online and he buzzed Her. He’s been extremely busy with his biz (as usual) and that he’s been to US and UK the past 1.5 months.

He told Her that he’s not forgotten Her… and that he still remembers how She smelled when he gave Her a peck on the cheek the first time they met up…

She’s not believing totally everything that he says…

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Conclusion?

Come what may, She’s gonna live life a day at a time…

Que sera sera

And TGIF!!!

Oh, tonight She’s attending a CNY dinner @ Bangsar Seafood Village. Courtesy invitation by the Chinese Channel

Tonite after so many nights (well, not THAT many nites, prolly a week) They chatted online.

The best part, at the end of it all, He said He felt good talking to Her. She *beaming*…

He called Her, His Sweet Baby

Donno where He went… so many many days liao …

Maybe He went into His cave to find an answer…

The weekend just flew by! Dammit…

So fast, weekend again…

*sigh*

Can time not fly so fast anot?? Can anot? Can anot??? Isshhh… Fly so fast den She got no time larrr… geram nia…

He must be thinking, “She is PMSing.”

No lar… but maybe got abit loh… see, see! Liddat oso cannot decide! Cikia!

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She lepas geram abit up there… why eh? Becos it’s appraisal week and She had to sit in some moron’s appraisal interview. Those morons think they so the very cleber liddat, think they soooo damn good liddat. Ptui ptui!

Tomorrow got another one… aisay, sien neh appraise these kinda imbeciles… puke blood, puke everything. Kanasai la ok!

And then Her boss also another one… Know want to go on leave, do lah all the report first. But Noooooo, and guess who had to do all her shit work… That boss so damn forgetful and make Her feel like kicking her sometimes. Boss definitely NOT meeting Her expectations, man!!! You think got any system where the subordinates appraise boss one arr?

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She two days two nights didn’t see Him already…

:(

She (((((HUGS))))) Him back

(A) To stay on [but for how long?]

- not confident in solving the problem at work, will have problems meeting own expectation and of course, other people’s as well.

- needs to work hard, probably doubly hard, to achieve desired results.

- don’t think of the past anymore. Thinking if our past decision(s) is/are right or not, will not help in finding solutions to current situations. It can only make ownself question own’s judgment at that time. Therefore, no good. To quit questioning and move on.

- to try seeking opinions/thoughts from colleauges or even superiors, be they younger or older because this could be crucial in determining if the desired results could be achieved. Ego to be discarded -> important. Because no man is an island…

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(B) To quit [but will the next job be The One?]

- must decide what is the next bidang to jump into, and must be decided fast. {Should He decides to go into a new field altogether, it’s not an impossible task. Remember, Her sister is a Computer Science graduate and look what is she doing now - copywriting! Alamak…)

- must quit in, at the most, 3 months. Time is gold and not to be wasted. In the 3 months, must secure a job that one really wants and really interested in.

- must realise that the age of 26-27 is NOT old.

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Hmmm… somehow the second option “looks” easier, doesn’t it? But of course it comes with more risks and lacking sense of security (financial wise to be precise).

All in all, these are two of His primary fears:

-not able to meet His own expectations (and others’) if He stayed on.

-if He quits, He’s gonna feel insecure about his finances, because now, He has some financial committment.

She is just trying to analyse the situation objectively. But like She said earlier, actually deep inside Him, He knows what He should do.

He feels that the gf is unable to help Him. Well, nobody can actually help Him except He Himself (and probably His officemates). People closest to Him can only render their support and love.

But He really shouldn’t feel helpless if He can’t decide what to do at this moment. It’s not the end of the world. Yes, it could be frustrating but hell, that’s life!

She knows that He is capable of doing anything, if He wants it badly enough

And the best part, He knows it too…

Today, He did a sweet thing.

He thanked Her somewhere in the big big cyberworld…

She wants to tell Him, “You’re most welcum.”

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Today, one of Her guy frens (the one She told Him a few days ago, who asked Her to find him a matured lady to have no-strings attached kinda relationship, that one…) called Her saying that he needs some dough ‘urgently’.

He was really desperate. When She pressed on for him to tell Her what happened, only then he said that it’s for his elder brother who’s in the process of divorcing the wife AND had financial problems… so, Her fren needed like RM40k to bail the brother…

She’s really not sure if he’s telling the truth… but She knew he was desperate, so She’ll give him the benefit of the doubt. She told him that She’ll need to check Her account to see if there’s anything She could do to help him. After giving it some thought, She told him that She’ll lend him 1k first and will ask Her boss to return Her the money she borrowed and then lend it to him.

*sigh*

She donno what to say. She’d like to help him more but She’s not willing to take the risk. She’s thinking of changing Her car which is like already 8 years old… poor car, took Her so many places liao… about time for her to retire also…

Plus, She’s thinking (dying, actually LOL) of going for a holiday during CNY. *Sigh* Dunno can jadi anot…