He Says, She Says

Today She found out that one of the lady bloggers she religiously read could actually be some psycho!!! She met up with her last Saturday because the blogger, Melmel, kononnya had SLE since 2 months back.

Today She found out from Evie that Melmel could actually be someone seeking attention from. In the beginning, She thought, couldn’t be because how could someone say that they have SLE…but later, Evie told Her lotsa things that contradict her blog because Evie knows a lot of people and those people whom Melmel know, Evie also have contacts with them…

In the beginning, She was shocked. Later in the day, She began to feel anger. She believed her and sympathised with her and she happily played Her on…right up till now. Tomorrow she’s supposed to go to Her office for some translation test and She’s unsure of how to treat that Melmel.

She felt so cheated by Melmel…She felt so stupid…She felt so naive…She felt so vulnerable…and summore that day, She paid for their lunch at Marche and Melmel didn’t try to insist on paying Her back because the bill came up to RM115. She didn’t mind paying for her actually but now that She knows she most probably is conjuring up stories, She’s terribly mad! Aarrgghhh!!!!

*sigh*…

And He is still ignoring Her…*double sigh*…

:(

She’s trying to keep things the way it is. This is probably one of the ways she could do. She had some kinda argument with Him last night. She doesn’t know what He wants. And perhaps He isn’t sure of what He wants.

But She’s gonna try to keep the flame burning and eventhough if Her effort is still futile, She’ll still keep this space, Their space…